Unforgettable Experience..

Hi,
Today i am sharing the story of one school where i am working for the development of the school by enhancing the leadership qualities of the HT's.

I went early morning in the school. Almost i was present till 7.20 am in the school. Narayanji sir was with me when i reached in the school. the school timings are 7.30 am to 12.30 pm

Assembly started , two new teachers are recruited in the school. They both were present at the time of the assembly. Assembly was over with my feedback on National anthem, today i asked students to arrange the Chappals in neat row. Students also promised that they will follow the same form tomorrow. HT and Mahendarji sir reached on something 8.15 in the morning. Still two teachers, Rajkumarji and Lokeshji were not present in the school. After the assembly, Narayanji sir and i we distributed the Workbooks to std 4th , 5th and 6th students. While we were distributing the books, ht came to me and we had a general discussion. They Ht and i we opened the store room, I found the TLM charts, which were in a very bad condition, i removed them all, took the view, the good charts were sorted out, and asked few student to clean them. so that we can use them. HT and other teachers also supported me in that. 

Later , Rajkumarji and Lokeshji reached school till 9.30 am. Then Ht and I we moved to the HT office. HT was preparing the time table as two new teachers are arrived in the school. Someone had prepared the rough timetable, which was incorrect because 3 classes were been attended in the same time in one slot. Means, Three subjects were been alloted to the standard 6th at the same time period. Like wise other two classes were left free for the very first period of the school. I told sir that this time table is going wrong. HT accepted that it must not be done, 

HT started preparing the time table on the new sheet. I was helping him, meanwhile i was also looking after sticking the charts in the classroom. I was looking on both the processes at the same time. at 11.30 around, their was the big confusion in the last three periods of the school. HT was confused, i gave two inputs that were merged in the time table. Then i got confused. later after observing the time table for few minutes, I got the solution. HT was making the time table of the one single day. So that's why we were not able to make a clear sorting of the subjects. I suggested HT that for today, we can follow the same time table. And if you give permission, we can prepare the Weekly time table of the school. HT liked my idea, and he asked me to do the same. I took the rough data, the subjects, the needed lectures need to be happen and the teachers specialization etc, Even government has also suggested few rules for the time table, i noted them on one paper. Everyone was present in the HT room during the mean time.

Suddenly, One teacher, Same Lokeshji came in the HT room. HE entered in the room giving abusive words to me. (* I am not able to write those, but they were on my parents.). I was shocked why he was giving me bad words. Within a second, he again started giving me the words, he grabbed the papers form my hand, tore them out, I was shocked to see him in that way. Everyone present in the HT room was looking to me and him. i was looking towards the HT for him to intervene in between and stop the teacher, but ht was looking somewhere else, Two teachers, were feeling sad for me and the one Narayanji, just steeped out of the HT room. New teachers were seen totally lost. At that moment, i was shocked, angry on the teacher, feeling grieved for such a insult of mine. Their were three thoughts in my mind, 

1. To slap the Teacher for using abusive language for me and my parents. 

2. To give the same to him. 

3. To be quite and let the moment pass hoping that HT will say something to him. (* because if i react, it was not ME in the school, i am representing my block, my organization).

I choose third, somewhere i was frightened by listening his words. I stopped for 5 minutes in the HT room looking at the HT, then came out of the HT room. Took my bag can came to my block. The whole way, i was thinking on the today's matter. I was trying to think for the solutions for the matter, but every solution had its pros and cons for me, organizaiton and form my team mates. But one thing is sure, i keep quite, may be this will happen again, and i do something on my own, may be i can suffer a lot more than this. The whole day passed in the same thoughts. Even, i have the question on the Educaiton system of jhadol block, that it will help me or not. Poiltics is the strong element that will not allow anyone to support me. 

Guys, i am literally feeling grieved sharing this experience. hoping a lot form the organization because as a organizaiton its not a great issue , i can continue the work. But as a Personnel, I am still in the same dilemma. i can't just listen anything abusive from anyone who is the least concern for me and that too without any reason. I am feeling very bad..... 

 i trust Organization that they will think for me on this topic.

Grieved with the day, 

yours, 

Vishwajeet.